Marsha, like Debdutta, I have so much I want to say, but I don't know if I can find the words. You are such a remarkable woman, and a brilliant writer (I think of myself as your number 1 fan). I admire your way with words, in stories but also in a piece like this. I believe I have written about my son's mental health problems before, and somehow this piece made me understand a part of his brain better. Thank you for writing this. It's a piece I will save to read again later.